i want a musicblog hmm.

sorry blog (: byebye

SING the music in your head as you play,
LISTEN out for your fellow bandsmen
KNOW the contours of your music
WATCH Mr. Oura

focus, confidence, strength of will.

the sun rises it moves blind
you scale your mount and i'll climb mine
the sun peaks we both trip
and fall, and crashing into the stone wall
and we'd both fall asleep
and we're all happy =D

when we wake up,
we'll think of something.

something silly (:

what are the things, that i'd want to say?
what is my life, and what would i do
i've gotta keep running cos everything u see
is everything i'd lose.

i can't keep up, and i can't back down, cos i'd pay,
know i haveta aim my life soon, true
and shoot off like i'd never waited
please kill me if i ain't on target

and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose.

Playground school bell rings again,
Rain clouds come to play again,
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I am your mind giving you someone to talk to,
Hello...

If I smile and don't believe,
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream,
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken,
Hello, I'm the lie, living for you so you can hide,
Don´t cry...

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping,
Hello, I'm still here,
All that's left of yesterday...

Hello - Evanescence

keep your thoughts to yourself
cos ppl dont need to know them
for every right you do, i still love you

read your thoughts by yourself
else ppl start to wield them
(but) for every wrong they do, they still love you

leave thoughts to themselves sometimes
cos they like to haunt you
for every thought you'd fear, nothing's gonna help you

we're all trotting in the grey area after all.

nomorearttoday13.11.06

before very long
the holidays will be wasted
to be forgotten
yet not forgiven

my time i run
only thinking about every next step
without spending each to my fullest
without crossing any far distance

i know my future
whence with much furore
i shall pursue
i shall destroy

so much ambition
ability not withstanding
i watch myself flow down the drain
already overflowing with your tears

do forgive me
for i have so far let you down
mommy daddy everyone

nothing's impossible, (but the world?)
nothing's unreachable , (i don't really know.)
when i am weary, (do you too?)
you make me stronger, (i do not think so.)
this love is beautiful, (i see it's not)
so unforgetable , (so unforgettable)
i feel no winter cold, (is it cold?)
when we're together , (are we together)
when we're together,

will you stand by me , (Me as in me)
hold on and never let me go, (to the heavens? )
will you stand by me , (clouded by night and by hell)
with you i know i belong ,
when the story gets told ,

when day turns into night, (i see you're bright)
i look into your eyes,
i see my future now ,
all the world and its wonder, (why can't i see it too)
this love wont fade away, (make my day)
and through the hardest days i'll never question this, (what was it)
you are the reason, (there cannot be)
my only reason, (it cannot be)

will you stand by me
hold on and never let me go
will you stand by me
with you i know i belong
when the story gets told

i am blessed, (we all are)
to find what i need in a world losing hope you're my only belief, (do it now)
you make things right everytime after time, (i don't know)

will you stand by me, (arghed no more words)
hold on and never let me go, (To kill a mockingbird )
will you stand by me, (Mushy washy)
will i be a part of your life, (i don't give a damn.)
when the story gets told, (oh fuck it)

done within one repeat. hmm.

the weirdest of places
the newest of people
despite all the art
hardly recognizable

takes guts to try a cig,
he was 15 and barely older than me,
billabong, purple, quiksilver,
none too cool but not nerd either

walks past me sits on my right
flips out cigarrette gets it light,
prob' too short so he sits up. yea,

ppl walk past and stare at him
fifteen and a cigarette aint ordinary looking, looking
in his eyes there's nothing in.

the car comes and stops
his mom dares not pull up infront of other ppl so he walks
flicks wasted cigarette away he looks at me and boards

his mom she looks ashamed
her son he looks ashamed
both look at me in RI uniform
and the car moves off the platform

unwrittenlaw30/9/2006

confused laughter surprised wit,
pleasant hesitation forthcoming,
straightforward and bittersweet.
shy men women keep their distances
rules keep the world standing don't it?
there is great beauty in these after all.

"man's greatest ambition was not to live, but to die living."

cmon beat that quote! =D
50 cents to anybody who beats it whee.
i mean liek, who else reads this dead blog anywayy.

i imagine myself sniggering at my own words next year darned. should i post or notttt
ok post.

uncalled for, music beyond silence,
i've had music,
never silence,
the greater quiet bothers me neither.

music is what i fight for,
music i shall have forever ^_^

when you havent had music, you wouldn't fear silence.
so true...

jiayou everyone (:

safety mark on your fingers,
torn off in shreds,
no longer protected,
yet you cared...
new terrain undiscovered,
with our own souls experienced,
a world hither-to,
police non-existent.

sheesh that's a whole load of crap. sounds kinda nice when it resonates though

22/8/2006
blow a lonesome wind,
sound a lonesome note.
from whom do souls fly to mock this cold?
not from you who reads this post,
man of feather, boy at heart
ah Chloe will keep me company
So we part soon, physically.

saxpartners.blogspot.com,
keeping the vive alive

19/7/2006.
they fell, they wrote
they fell, they sang
they fell, they played
they fell, they sold
they fell, listened, helped.

thanks =)