maybe it's something i chose or did,

or someone spiritual whom i had offended.

i wanna know why my past 2 years have been pure crap,

and i don't wanna relive it.

So here i am confessing my sins,

in the hope of a light.

Forgive me please please please,

for once let ME choose the way i live.

huh okay?


Grant me feelings,

not the feelings of others,

teach me how not to live this way.