nomorearttoday13.11.06

before very long
the holidays will be wasted
to be forgotten
yet not forgiven

my time i run
only thinking about every next step
without spending each to my fullest
without crossing any far distance

i know my future
whence with much furore
i shall pursue
i shall destroy

so much ambition
ability not withstanding
i watch myself flow down the drain
already overflowing with your tears

do forgive me
for i have so far let you down
mommy daddy everyone